Today

For some reason, today was a real struggle. I felt like I was about to break down and cry. And later I saw that the Christian guy who I follow on Facebook, his father died from heroin overdose. And he also lost a younger brother and a sister couple years ago. I think how blessed I am in this matter. Yes, my mom died from the torture of evil people and I could not help her but there are people around who suffer too. I could see beautiful sunset, I ate good food, I walked. I talked to my friends. Life is good. I also saw an artificial rainbow 🌈 today. Why artificial? Because it was from the hose watering the grass on a golf court. I remember that Noe gave a rainbow as a sign of hope and I felt that we can make an artificial rainbow with our own hands. We can make ourselves happy.