Some thoughts

Coming back to God was not easy. I had to overcome many obstacles. Many-many-many obstacles. First of all, I had been infatuated with the shamanism, tarot and psychic reading for months. Second, I bought a lot of stuff for these months. The stuff that mediums use to get help to be in touch with the outer world. It did not do me any good. I started feeling some freaky things. And finally I woke up feeling something was choking me. I did not see what it was, but it had an image of the skeleton in my dream. Yes, coming out all of these as hard but with Christ nothing is impossible.